Sometimes we really don't know or we cant calculate those things that
will happen on our lives in future. Peoples are always trying to project
things that will be always good. There are times we expect more from
people that surrounds Us. Person in which you don't even think that can
hurt you to the deepest of your soul. A hurt that you cant even forget
even years may gone.
It was a great day when I first saw her in our
church. I am a Choir leader and she was a Dance leader. With her
charming face and smile with her cute dimples I can’t let my eyes get
out from her. Every wave of her dancing charm attracted me so much. But I
am shy on that days to tell her about my felling it is because she was
the sister of my ex girl friend. So I’ve waited for the right time to tell her. It was a peaceful night when me and my friend, are texting and having a short communication ‘till the time on which we are talking about girls then I tell her about my felling, from the great dancer which I love most. Then my friend said “ would you like to text her? I have her number. And my fingers suddenly type the word “ YES “ on my phone. Then my friend send me the number. On that same night I was thinking if I will text her and what will be my 1st message. I was afraid maybe she will not reply on my text. Then many nights came I still don’t have courage to text her.
After a month, when I was on my
bed and trying to sleep I made a group message saying goodnight without
knowledge that her number was also mark to be send to many. Then after a
minute, my phone beep, and surprisingly I found her name on my inbox
saying “ goodnight too may I know who you are? “. A felling of don’t
know what to say or to text. So I’ve just tell her who I am. Then our
friendship start on that night.
Almost a month of texting until the
time of saying of what I feel. But she said that it is not the right
time for her to have a relationship, her parents are so strict and her
older sister was my EX it was so hard for her to decide. It was such a
complicated situation for us, so I have decided to wait until she can
decide.
After 3 months of waiting she decide to be my girl. And it
was my happiest day. It was Aug. 10, 2007. I really cant believe that
she will give me chance to love her and to show her how much I care. But
the condition was, we will make it secret reason of her parents are so
strict.
I really can’t imagine that it will be happen, I fell so
bless of having her in my life and said to my self to love her with all
my heart. We are both happy on our relationship.
It was 2010 when I
finished my Degree of Electrical Engineering, we are both happy on that
time she attended my graduation. and I feel great knowing that I can
now give her life that can satisfy her.
After a months I’ve decided
to work so that I can fulfill my promises with her, that after she
graduate her nursing degree I will marry her. She was on her 4th year of
college on that time.
So I go for such a distance from her and have
work. Now it was the saddest part of my life when I was far from her. I
miss her so much and there are now problems and misunderstanding in
which we can’t make it possible to handle. Then after weeks she decide
to broke her promises. A promises that she will love me forever, a
promise that she won’t leave me, that she will not love any other guys
was all gone and broken. The most painful things will be the words of
saying goodbye from the one you love most which promise you not to
leave. And to know after a days of break up that she have a new Guy. So
hard to accept, But my love really doesn’t enought to make her happy.
The
sky fall down,. tears came out, Unacceptable but I need to accept that
our story end as simple like that. I have lost half of my life when I
lost here but life must go on. I have to accept the most unacceptable
things in life.
“ Accepting your lost can always start of winning “
Source by : http://shortstoriesph2.blogspot.co.id/2012/05/broken-promises-short-story.html
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